Dear GOD. Please Forgive me and Heal My Pain

Dear GOD, i dont know what to say. if i remember my friend, how he treat me as his friend. i feel hurt and i feel pain. i feel like worthless person, person who can't stand up for his self. i feel so sad for that. i dont understand why i should meet this guy as my friend. Dear GOD, i am just share my dissapointment and my sadness to You. GOD please forgive me if i hurt somebody and i didnt realize it. forgive me GOD if i m so weak, i am trying become strong person with Your Help. forgive me GOD if i am not ready to stand up for my self, Help me to stand up for my self GOD. GOD, its hurt and pain, if i remember it. its tear drop from my eyes. GOD forgive me for all my sins, forgive me GOD. forgive me GOD, forgive me GOD. please heal my pain GOD, please heal it GOD. i believe with your help, with your bless this pain will be heal amiien. GOD, please help me become strong and i pray to You, GOD; please always surround me with wonderful person, with great friends, with lovable friends, with people who always care to me. GOD, enough become forgotting, ignoring, avoiding, rejecting, and abusing, controlling. enough is enough. GOD, i ask help from You. Please surrounding me with lovable, wonderful, great, caring, people in my life, and please surround me with lovable environment. amiien. amiien . I am pray on You, God. Thank You GOD.

Dear God, Help me to change.

Dear God. nowadays, i am feeling that its the time for me to changing. GOD, help me to change, change become better person, person who know how to thankful for all bless you have been giving to me. Dear GOD, i know i am doing a lot doing mistake and sins, i would ask YOU my forgiveness, GOD forgive me. GOD help me to change. i am realizing that something missing here, i am faraway from you. i m realized i m wrong, Please Forgive me, Help Me to change GOD. Only YOU who can help me to change, only YOU who can make it. NObody else. i believe with YOUR bless everything will be easier, including my changing process. GOD please Bless my changing process.

Dear GOD. a lot of things happened in my life, and its awakening for me. i am willing to change, enough with all things happen in my life. enough to be forgotten, enough to be avoiding, enough to be hurt, enough with all hurt and sadness. enough is enough. i am willing to change GOD, i want to chantge GOD. Help me with Blessing my changing process. everything is possible for YOU, and i believe i can make it with YOUR bless. i believe i can get better life after that. Dear GOD help me to change. AMiien

Dear God. Heal my hurt and pain.

Dear God. I would ask YOU something, I would ask YOUR help, only You who can help me! GOD, Ya Allah. Please help me, I am feeling hurt badly from my friend attitude. I am feeling so sad. I am feel i have been wasting my time, I have been wasting my energy, I have been wasting my emotion for my friend, sometimes I have been thinking why not I am kick him out in the first place when he doing something that make me hurt badly. But what I am thinking GOD, I know everything happen for the reason, YOU will give me something good for me. GOD please help me heal my hurt, GOD please help me to forget all bad memories that make me sad, GOD please help me to forgive him as my friend. I wont regret for what I done for treat him as my spesial friend and as my brother. I am doing the best I could do GOD. I know YOU always give the best for me, eventhough I don’t understand why YOU giving me Haseeb as my friend, friend who doesnt know how treat his friend and brother who didn’t know how treat his brother. GOD, ya Allah SWT, I am trying to understand grateful for what YOU have been giving to me, including give haseeb as my friend. God , I just want to share only my feeling to YOU, I believe only You who can help me heal this hurt and pain. Hurt as being forgotten, pain as being avoiding and ignoring. God help me to heal this hurt and pain. I knew that only YOU who can help me do this healing process. I believe that YOU always help me. God, I am happy I can share what I am thinking and feeling, I am feeling much, much better by sharing this with YOU. I am feeling peace now in my mind.Thank you GOD. Thank You Ya Allah. Thanks , thanks, and thanks Ya Allah… Amiien

Dear God. Thank You.

Its not coincidence. It has been plan by You God. You Have Been Plan Good things Happen to me. Thank You God, Allah SWT. Giving me what I want. Thank You For Giving Me Free DVD Player that cost for 22 Bd, and You give me Free.I am So happy for that. You Make comes true what I want. Thank you…Thank You…thank you, those words always ruining in my mind now. I am appreciate what YOU have been given to me. Thank you For The DVD player. Its Great. Its Good DVD player. I loved it. Now I believe that the power of giving is so powerful. I believe that I get DVD player because of I have been giving money for charity-I will continue this habit….so as GOD promise, if I give my wealth for HIS way, I will get minimum as 10 x times what I have been giving or more until 200 x times, as His Wish. The Payback Could be on money back or anything else as value as money I have been giving for His Way, it could charity, foster kid, help people, and etc. now its have been proof, so I would not afraid anymore give money for charity/ His Way.thanks God, Allah SWT. Awakening me with this situation. Thank YOU so much. I will do more charity so I can get more what I want as Your Promise, GOD. :)

My feeling

nowadays, i am feeling differently...i am feeling little bit lonely. i need new friend for share my thought, my happiness, my sadness, and take some advice. dear God, i ask from You, let me meet with wonderful and great friends, friend who understand my feeling, friend who caring to me, friend who make me laughing, friend who invite me when he will go somewhere, friend who always honest to me and keep his word. Dear God Help me to find that Great Friend. dear God I believe with your help i will get that Great and wonderful person. Amiiien....

Dear God

Dear God. i would like sharing something to you and I would like asking somethign to YOU. God. I believe only YOU can make come true my will. I believe that Only YOu who can help me. those are things that i would like to ask from YOU:

1. Please Make easy to me, easy to continue my education. i would like to get master degree.

please Help me God. Please Help Me Allah. i want to continue my education in malaysia. IIUM.

i dont know how but i believe with Your Help i could make it.

2. Help me to Get New Best Friend. Great Personality, Great Care to HisFriend, give a lot of attention as friend, always bring me when he want to having fun, funny that always make me laughing, cool friend, like to make conversations, always treat me....he..he..he..he..he..e....:).

3. Help me to make my parents happy before they are die. help me to make them happy.

4. Help me to become happier person. Only You who can make it.

Amiien.

Gratitude List.

i am thanking that God Blessing me with so many things that i dont have before, i am thanking that God Always Caring to me. I am thanking to God for giving me what i want. these are my gratitude list:
1. i am grateful that i have wonderful friend, his name is Fateh...he such great friend with great personality.
2. i am grateful that i am having a lot of things that i dont have before, i am so happy that i have laptop, my favourite mp3 player, my portable dvd player, my great mobile, my portable harddrive.....i am so happy for having those things in my life.
3. i am grateful that now i am reliaze that i am smart. and i am diligent people, i am so happy that i can get whatever i want. thanks God for giving me all My ability... Thanks God.
4. i am grateful that i have a lot of new great friends, i love to knowing that now i have a lot of great friends....thanks God for giving me Feras, Yasser, Hussain, Olinda, Dwi, Yupi, and another great friends...Thanks God For Blessing me in my life....
5. i am grateful that i can give my money to my parents. thanks God for giving me opportunity to help my parents. i love to knowing that my Parents is Great People and Great Parents.
6. I am grateful that i m in process to go master in Malaysia. i love to knowing that i am going to iium university. thanks God. :).
7. i am grateful that i have a lot of Great Movies, Great Music and Great e-book. i love to knowing that i have all of them. thanks God.
i am so Happy For having all of that...Thanks God For Your Blessing...Thanking For All Your Bless. I am Believe With Your Help I can Get Whatever I want......Happy To Knowing That There is Somebody always Beside me...and Is You GOD. Thanks...:)